it's all happening

hayleyrixon
Jan 13, 2019
3 min read

Hey everyone! Just wanting to pop in and give a quick update on my life, because I'm so popular and in desperate need to talk about myself over the internet! Happy New Year, it's 2019, new year, same me, I'm still amazing. Like I said I just wanted to update my blog just a lil and keep myself in the know how! So the end of 2018 was really good for me, still working two jobs and keeping myself really busy. Being on my toes all the time is really a different lifestyle to what I'm used to but it is such a great feeling being driven and having a purpose for every day. I absolutely love my new job and am keeping my fingers crossed for a full time job offer there! The last few months I have just been working so hard with hardly any days off and just saving, saving, saving! $$$$Like I said I love having a purpose and it keeps me on track to pursuing my goals.

My biggest goal this year is to move out of home, my boyfriend Jarryd and I have decided we'd like to move out together as he has been saving for so many years to buy his own home and we are so ready to have our own space and start our lives together. My horoscope told me that these next four months are the building blocks for the next twenty years of my life! Also horoscopes are true and I refuse to believe otherwise. So I'm really channeling all of my positive energies during this house hunting and moving out process!

The end of 2018 also brought back my endo with a vengeance! After having my surgery mid 2018 and only having limited knowledge about other options for treatment I'm hoping to have another kind of surgery this year. Last year I had Ablation surgery which is basically burning away the Endometriosis legions, I knew it wasn't a cure but I didn't know how non effective it would be. Burning away the endo can leave underlying endo to grow its little way back into my uterus, and my uterus is just like 'plz leave me alone' Endo is like the gross guy at the club who keeps pestering you and when you finally get rid of him, HE POPS BACK UP OUTTA NOWHERE!

But I have been doing my research and thanks to so many Instagram pages I follow preaching endo awareness, I have stumbled across another kind of surgery called Excision surgery where they cut out the entire Endometriosis legion leaving nothing behind, again this isn't a cure but it's much more effective than Ablation. But of course this kind of surgery is not widely practiced here in Aus so it wasn't even an option offered to me! I'm still in pain almost everyday and it deffs triggers my anxiety, but this surgery is definitely a goal I'm working towards this year.

Recently, my social life has taken a massive leap, for a while I didn't feel like I had many friends. And while I was okay with this, I knew deep down I am a social butterfly and missed having a social life. It's a great feeling knowing who you do and don't care about in life, it's important for me to know who and who not to direct my energy towards. Shout outs to a few of my friends, Grace, Ebony and Matthew for being apart of my life, even if you don't know this being close with you has really helped me on a deep personal level. Ebony, we have no recent photos of us together and I really don't want to embarrass either of us like that. LOVE U ALL LONG TIME!